I've been tryin' so hard to surviveSometimes I think that I wanna dieI feel so fucking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my lifeSo I keep all the pain to myselfLosin' faith, but nobody can tellMom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt meSo I pretend I'm fine
If you only knewWhat my mind is tellin' me I should doThat I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonightI'm too sad to cry, it's true, ohIf you only knewAll the shit my brain is puttin' me throughYou'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonightI'm sorry, but I need you, ohIf you only knew
I wish I was somebody elseI'm constantly overwhelmedNow I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friendsIt's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to knowThat I can't do this on my own
If you only knewWhat my mind is tellin' me I should doThat I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonightI'm too sad to cry, it's true, ohIf you only knewAll the shit my brain is puttin' me throughYou'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonightI'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Take me outta this hellOh, somebody helpTake me outta this hellOh, I'm not myself
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should doThat I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonightI'm too sad to cry, but I want toOh, if you only knew
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